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輪迴



每一段愛情,都是一次輪迴
邂逅,認識,介紹自己,追求,曖昧,相戀,熱戀,平淡,破裂,分手……
明明這段情把你傷得這樣深,下一次你竟然像喝了盂婆湯,把所有愛情的醜惡都忘記,又再忘我地重新投入另一段關係
然後,又再一次經歷相同的……
兩次,三次,或是更多次之後,你終於發現,自己像隻在跑步的倉鼠,如何拚命地跑了一圈又一圈,依然是在原地踏步
video clip 中的 7 個階段,最後的3個,都是異常累人
彷彿在洶湧的大海中用力地掙持著
反而當最後決定要分開了,連拉鋸的時間都過了後,海面終於回復平靜;
幾乎把精力燒光淨盡的你,這時竟然,也終於,覺得鬆一口氣

Marissa在片末問:
What do you think will happen, if we don't, end up together?
忽然想起,這樣的問題,天真的我也有問過
那時的我,只要想起有可能會跟自己那麼愛的人分開,已經會害怕得哭起來
而可笑地,我的夢境,其實早已預告了我們的結局
原來,就算曾經多深愛的
也可以變成最陌生的陌路人

I couldn't believe, my tears still drop after watching this video and writing this out
It wasn't exactly about the persons, it's more about the memory and, the belief

Once I thought being single is just like floating on the sea without a direction
I thought everything will be alright and settled if I get with someone else
History proves that I was wrong
I was just brought into a even more angry sea

So now I am floating in the peaceful sea again
I master the skill to float well, and I enjoy the tides

Once I was so afraid of being single,
Funny enough, I now become afraid of being attached again
I can't foresee how it's like, to go through the stages again the 3rd time, after all it's really very exhausting.. and not too promising........

So what..? If you were me, would you give another try?

3 則留言:

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    隨緣啦
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